Here I am Again

Hi Babe ,
Here I am again. I'm posting here rather than talking to you. I got me them baby blues again. IDK seems like everywhere i look or go there are newborns or talk of babies. I saw you with the kids over the holidays at your grandma's and I just wondered. "Is he really ok with not having his own." I know you'd say you love me and you'll never leave me. But I wonder. You deserve to have your own babies. I still cry when we make love. I don't always let you know it. It's just so overwhelming.
This feeling just doesn't go away.