To the love of my life.....

[COLOR=purple]The last 20 months of our lives have been such a whirl-wind. That we are still together trough everything that has happened is amazing. It just proves to me even more that I was meant to be with you. You picked me up from the very lowest point in my life and have brought me to the very highest. I never knew love like this truly existed. I finally got my knight in shining armor and you literally did rescue me and my boys. I thought at one point that it was just me. That maybe I was one of those people who could never be satisfied. Even blamed myself for Donny' drug use and felt like I deserved the abuse. I had got to where I knew no other way to live. Then, I met you and realized that I could not live without you. I had never felt the way I had for you. I had never loved a man so much that my heart actually ached and filled about to burst with all the love I have for you. It fills me up and helps make me complete. You have taken such good care of me and I know that you always will. Thank you for loving my children as if they are your very own. They love you very much. You are the only dad they have ever known. I am very scared about my surgery but I know that you will be with me every step of the way, holding my hand and that you will not let anything happen to me. I know you would give me and my kids your very last drop of blood. You are my strength, my love. I love you more than there are words to describe and thank you for loving me back. [/COLOR]