Dear Jeff

by kim308pl

I want to thank you for being so kind and wonderful and supporting me during the month before my surgery and now after. You have bee great.

Iknow that I do not make it easy on you, with my hormones not being straight and the inner demons I am facing, which mostly is the inability to concieve a child.

I know you said you did not want anymore and everything was fine, but I still feel quilt that I can not give you anymore. I am sorry for that. Sometimes I wish that I could go back and change things, but I know I can't.

I really do not think you could have done anything differently to help with my recovery. You were there for me 100%. And you still are.

Honey, I know you may get tired of me constantly talking about my hormones, or the pains I still have or my grief for not being ale to conceive. I just hope you can give me time to overcome all of this. We have a wonderful marriage and we have been through so much already.

God blessed me by sending you to me. Who would have thought after knowing each other for so long, we would be husband and wife. I love being your wife and friend and I hope we continue to stay this way forever.

Thank you for always being on my side, at my side. You are my lover, my husband and my best friend.

I will love you always