Dear Jon

by Arcticmaiden

Dearest John,

I'll keep this simple and sweet. Thank you for going out of your way to help me try to achieve my dream. You've meant the world to me for so long. The saddest day of my life was when I realized we didn't "make it" and the bab(ies) wouldn't be there for us. We cried many hours together, even months later, at our losses. That alone touched my heart deeper than anyone ever had.

Even now as I bounce back and forth in my moods and with my fears, you tell me it will be ok, and help me find solutions. With a new surgery looming you have promised to be by my side as much as you can and to help me be strong and to come out of this painful situation rising above it. If there were not other issues involved, (J-O-B) I know we'd be together somehow, even now.

Thank you for being my rock.