Hey Mister!

Doug

I never knew such a love existed til I met you. You have given me the opportunity to be loved and to show love the way that I always imagined it. Knowing my pain from the very beginning you still decided that I was worth it. I will always love you for this. I want to thank you for always being here for me. You are always thoughtful and put my needs first. I feel like sometimes I disappoint you because of our sexual relationship, but you always reassure me that we are fine. Honey, I am really scared about the upcoming surgery. I know that lately I have been a worry wart, but you know me. I know that we will have a happier life together once all the pain is gone. You are my life and I will always love you. I want to let you know I am disappointed that I can not give you a child, that we can share together. This was the one thing that I longed for and then I found the man of my dreams and I am not able to give this gift to you. I am sorry for this. It breaks my heart to think that we will never experience the joy of being parents together. You have always been here for me through the pain and distress. When I have cussed and yelled because it has hurt so much. You never left my side, for that I know that we will always be able to overcome any obstacle that comes our way. I will look forward to the pain free days and nights. I am thankful that you have the patience and will power to wait for me to get better. Most men would want sex and if they couldn't get it they would go somewhere else to get it. I am pleased that you are happy with foreplay and touches. I love your cuddles and kisses. I love that we can play around with each other and show our love that way. Honey I love you and will love you forever. Thank you for coming into my life and making it the most wonderful experience ever. I look forward to growing old with you.

I love you always
Your wife


Kathleen